Taking on Life at Full Speed

Learning from the past to make a brighter future

Sleeping All Day — September 12, 2017

Sleeping All Day

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I had my first shift of my new job this morning. I had to be up and out really early to start early. It was interesting starting work in the dark and seeing the sun start coming up while working.

I realized I was really hungry around 5 am, so after work I stopped at Trader Joe’s on my way home to pick up some apples, bananas and Kind Bars. I wasn’t initially looking for kind bars but that is what I ended up buying since clif bars really didn’t sound good.

After I got home, I showered, ate breakfast and went to bed. I went to bed around a quarter to eleven this morning and pretty much slept straight until a quarter to give this evening.

I got up, had some dinner, watched a few vlogs, and knit for a bit.

Definitely going to get some more sleep before going back to work.

For now my job is a seasonal part time position, but I at least have a job for now. I am thankful to have a job again.

Part of why I am tired today is because my job is more physically demanding than my previous job. I like working hard and being tired at the end of the shift or end of the day.

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Yep, it is definitely Autumn — September 11, 2017

Yep, it is definitely Autumn

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Even though today got up to 90, that can happen this time of year. This morning, when I went to my orientation for my new job this morning, it looked, felt, and smelled like fall. Looking out the kitchen window at 4:30 pm, and the backyard is all in shadows, the light has totally changed in the past couple weeks.

I landed a part time seasonal job, after a spring and summer without a job.

I originally wasn’t going to address the fact that today is September 11th. Then a friend’s Facebook post kind of got me thinking. This friend was only 1 when the terrorist attacks happened, so she doesn’t remember the day. Her post was along the lines that it hadn’t even been mentioned once during her school day. My thoughts were pretty much “I’m not surprised”. Before going off on me, telling me I am cold and heartless, I am not. Every person who lost their life that day, or in the years since from injuries or illnesses caused by being there, or the young men and women who lost in the years since fighting in the war brought about by these attacks, are lives that can’t be brought back, and loved ones who have and still are grieving the loss of their loved ones. I don’t want to diminish the loss they feel and have experienced.

Why I am not surprised it is being mentioned less and less, and the realization of the fact that there will come a point when there ceremonies that take place on this day around the country will no longer happen, is because it happened with after Pearl Harbor – December 7th, 1941. While there are some still alive who were alive and old enough to remember The Attack on Pearl Harbor, but those who remain who can actually remember that day, are growing older or have passed away. The same thing will happen with 9/11, as those of us who lived through it and are old enough to remember that day. It will become a chapter in a history book, and no one left to tell first hand accounts of what started off as a normal Tuesday morning in September. Just because we don’t mention it every time we have a chance on the anniversary, doesn’t mean we have have forgotten by any means, it is a sign of healing and doing what life does best, moving forward.

It Feels Like we have Turned the Corner on Summer — September 8, 2017

It Feels Like we have Turned the Corner on Summer

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A few short days ago it felt like summer would never end. It now feels like we have turned the corner from summer to Autumn. In the 10 day forecast there are only two days in the 80’s, all the other days are forecasted to be in the upper 60’s to mid 70’s, which should hopefully help with the wildfires burning in the area.

Today was in the mid 70’s, the skies were overcast and it was a bit humid, but other wise was fine. The winds were also calmer, which helped slow the spread of the Eagle Creek Fire. They are saying that the fire won’t be fully contained until sometime in October.

This morning I finished up a pair of socks, which I have been working on for a while, because I have been busy.

I also started another pair of socks. I have enough of the Wonderland Heather left that I am making another pair of Wonderland Heather and Marble Heather socks.

It’s hard to believe that the school year here in Oregon is back in session. It is just one of those things you have to think about when driving through a school zone.

I will be so happy if summer is really over. It is about time for it to be cooler and for the rain to be coming back.

The one nice thing about back to school and this time of year, now that school is in session and stores are trying to make room for the Halloween stuff? Awesome sales on school / work supply stuff like planners and lunch bags.

I had a couple interviews this past Monday, and yes I know it was a holiday. Maybe something will come of one of them. Even part time work is better than nothing. As long as it is honest work, no work is beneath me. I may have a college degree but I am not afraid of hard work, and working my way up from the bottom. I figure that all work experience is good experience and I have learned things from each of the jobs I have had. Everyone one career path and journey is different. If you would have asked me what I wanted to do 10 years ago, it was totally different than me now.

The summer that never ends — September 4, 2017

The summer that never ends

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Today has been a rather busy day. I had a couple different job interviews earlier today. The first one was at 8:30 this morning, and it was on the other side of town. Well it technically was in one of the suburbs out past the other side of town, but when you cross over into the suburbs, here, one doesn’t really think much about it.

The job interview went quicker than I expected it would, so I came back home between interviews.

We have had a few days of relief from the forest fire smoke that has blanketed the city for a better part of a month, and it has been back in full force. It has been really bad.

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My second interview was over in the Pearl District. For those of you who aren’t familiar with Portland, the Pearl, is a very ritzy, posh area that is takes affluence to be able to shop there regularly. It’s also just up from a not so great part of town.

On my way home from my second interview I stopped at target to pick up a few items. I have found that Target has the best selection and price on the Dove Advanced Care deodorant, which, I have found is the deodorant I can use without adverse side effects. I do realize it is more expensive and that it does have aluminum in it. As much as I am not a fan of using deodorant that contains aluminum, it if is that or have unpleasant side effects (either from a different deodorant causing a rash or going without and smelling to high heavens), I will deal with the aluminum.

This evening I have been spending some time knitting before I call it a night and head to bed.

The TV Shows were Better earlier in this Decade — August 28, 2017

The TV Shows were Better earlier in this Decade

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2011 – 2014 were good years for TV shows.

In 2011’s Fall Premieres, Grimm was one of the the only shows that was airing that I actually watched. Grimm has been one of my favorite shows and loved watching all 6 seasons. 

Smash aired its first season in the spring of 2012, followed by Bunheads that summer. I was sad at how shorted lived these two shows were. 

In the autumn of that year Nashville premiered. I watched the first 4 seasons regularly, I was quickly loosing interest in season 4, and once it was cancelled then picked up my CMT for season 5, I was so over it. 

2013 saw the premiere of the Black List, which I didn’t get into until a few seasons in and watched from the beginning. 

In 2014 I got into the show Forever and The Mysteries of Laura. The Mysteries of Laura was one of those mindless shows you watch when bored. I actually liked Forever, and would have liked to have seen more seasons. 

2014 was also the year that Gotham premiered. I watched the first couple seasons regularly, but season 3 was where I jumped ship with it, and was done with watching it. 

While I am kind of bummed that all my favorite shows are over or got to the point of being a lower quality of show to not be worth watching (besides the Blacklist), I am also kind of relieved in a way. I am relieved because I have really been wanting to watch less tv in the evenings and spend more time reading books. 

Urban Homesteading¬† — August 19, 2017

Urban Homesteading 

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This morning I picked two pints of raspberries, which I put in the fridge and save until some more of the raspberries on the bushes in the backyard are ready, so I can make jam this week. Jam making has been going gang busters this summer. 


While out grocery shopping, we picked up the rest of what we need to make garlic dill pickles tomorrow. 

We had a pickle crisis on our hands. We seriously thought we were out of pickles, which come to find out yesterday we still have two quarts, we are definitely low. So tomorrow, my mom and I will be canning more garlic dill pickles. 

I have definitely been enjoying going out and picking raspberries in the backyard. While I have been ending up with scratches all over my arms and hands every day, it has been worth it.

I definitely need to invest in some work clothes and gardening gloves and work gloves before I am really able to get into having a garden. Gloves and work clothes will definitely save my skin in the future while gardening and doing yard work. I am definitely not the sort who enjoys being indoors, when the weather is uncooperative or unpleasant unless there is work to be done indoors, like canning or making jam. I definitely enjoy being outside and working the land, and reaping what I sowed. 

Last night I got a pair of socks completed and today I started another pair of socks. I am trying to use up as much of my partial balls of KnitPicks Palette Yarn I have, before moving on to new and different colors, beside the fact that I have been needing to make some more room in my partial ball container. I have been working on using up the Victorian colored yarn. I got two full pairs of Victorian socks done, as well a primarily Victorian pair put with Hazelnut, and now I am using some with the left over Larch Heather. 

I have been working on reading Dragonfly in Amber, which is the second book in the Outlander Series. I have been reading before I go to bed again, and I have found that it helps me sleep better, putting the tech down and away. 

Still Awake at 2 AM — July 25, 2017

Still Awake at 2 AM

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I have had several nights lately where I have been up until 2 am or later working on various projects. 

I am definitely a night owl, that is for sure, especially in the summer, when it is too hot to fall asleep any earlier. 

This time I have been up late working on some YouTube videos for my adventures channel. I had come up with a few ideas that I got started on earlier in the the day, and I am just now waiting on the past one to process on YouTube so it will be scheduled for another day. I got 8 videos edited, processed in the editing program, uploaded, scheduled and processed on YouTube. I am definitely hoping to be able to start creating more original content for all my YouTube channels here in the not too distant future as well as have new content for my blogs. I have no real desire to get big on YouTube, and if I were I would want it to be on my Homemaking (and hopefully at some point homesteading) channel as well as my knitting channel. My adventure channel and life at full speed channel (which I just started today), are really for me, 

I started the life at full speed YouTube channel just so I would have it claimed to match my blog and Facebook page, should I decide I want to make videos about life that are not so in depth and specific to Adventures, Homemaking & homesteading, and Knitting. I know it seems like a lot to have 4 YouTube channels on top of 5 blogs. I know it seems like a lot, and it is. I may not do a whole lot with the YouTube channels, but I want that option available once I have my own place again, and am able to actually have the space to film videos, and be organized about it. I love my blogs and won’t give them up, as I am definitely more of a writer than a speaker. 

All Part of Growing Up — July 17, 2017

All Part of Growing Up

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The past few months have been a bit tough. 

Beyond the past few months, as I have gotten older, I have learned that life is too short to do something you don’t enjoy and to have toxic people in your life. Toxic people can be anyone who brings everyone around them down, to someone who is truly a good person but they aren’t a good personality fit for you as a friend so being around them is toxic for you personally. 

A few months ago I had to let go of a toxic friend. We weren’t a good fit personality wise. She isn’t a bad person, she just brought me down. The past couple of days the whole fall out got brought back up to the surface again by her in a very public place. I just kept telling her over and over again that we are who we are, nothing either of us says now will change the other persons mind and that it is best that we move on, and be civil when we have to be around each other, because I am friends with one of her older sisters and I am not going to be forced into being friends with them both or neither of them. Friends come and friends go, and sometimes you are only with someone for a chapter in your life and then it is time to move on. 

Through the tough times and failed friendships I have learned things about myself and have helped shape the direction I am that I am working toward, and the life I want to live. 

Life is about changing and growing, and like the mythical Phoenix when the old dies it is reborn or regenerated out of the ashes of its predecessor. Over the years I have felt like life is like the Phoenix, as one chapter of life ends we start a new chapter and rise out of the ashes of the last chapter (metaphorically speaking) to go on to a new chapter. 

Life is to short to not be yourself or do something you hate, or live your life the way others expect you to when it is not in your character to live your life that way. 

There is more to life than staying in a place that drains my energy and where I don’t see a future for myself. I am adventurous, if someone tells me I can’t do something (as long as it isn’t illegal or dangerous to the point you would have to be stupid to do it) I will do it to prove them wrong and to prove to myself that if I want it bad enough and work hard I can do it. 

I try not to let others define me, who I am or what I will accomplish in life. 

Breaking out of the Insulated Bubble — July 11, 2017

Breaking out of the Insulated Bubble

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I know I have talked about wanting to move away from the City, and if I have the opportunity I would. At the same time, in exploring other parts of Portland I have found other neighborhoods that feel like home. The neighborhoods that feel more like home for me are the neighborhoods that were traditionally working class family neighborhoods from the mid 1940’s –  1960’s. I know I had a very insulated childhood in a nice neighborhood, and lived a different kind of life than I prefer to live now. As a kid I was very mainstream yet insulted life. Choosing to live more a life that is based on eating more naturally, knowing where my food comes from, how it was raised / grown, and all in all a more Portland lifestyle has been something that didn’t happen over night. The seeds were planted and started taking root while I was in college. It took off after I developed food intolerances. It doesn’t help that our food has been changed and altered so much since my grandparents were raising my parents. 

Looking back at the past few years I can see how much I have changed, and I finally feel like I can see everything coming together and the direction I am supposed to be going. 

I had an interview today for a job I feel would be a good fit for me, and something I would excel at. I have to wait a few days to find out if I get it out not. 

Icing my Back — July 6, 2017

Icing my Back

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I have no idea how idea how I did it, but sometime Saturday evening I strained my back, and by the time I woke up Sunday morning, I was in a lot of pain and had a hard time moving. It is now Thursday, and I am still a bit sore, and it is still a bit more difficult than usual to get around, but I am doing a lot better than I was on Sunday. I am finally able to sit for longer periods, and it is easier to get up from sitting. I have also not taken any pain relievers since Tuesday. I have been able to manage the pain without meds, with alternating positions and icing my back for short periods of time. I am really just trying to let my body heal naturally and on it’s own without much in the way of pain reliever meds. I took some the first couple days because it hurt to do much of anything and I had a couple of events to go to. Now that I can just chill at home, I am going without meds. I don’t want to do more harm to my internal organs than I have to. 

While I have kind of been out of commission the last few days, I have been working on trying to get a pair of socks finished. 

It has also been easier to stay home, where there is air conditioning, especially since yesterday got up to 94 degrees. 

I know I have talked about it in previous posts, about living a simpler life away from the rat race of the city. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want to live so far from the city that I can’t make a day trip out of coming into the city and going shopping. For me, there is more to life than being dictated by traffic, and every time I look out the windows, that there are houses, concrete and pavement everywhere. In the city, you deal with more pollution, traffic and such. While I don’t really want to live off grid, or go without electricity, and internet, as long as I have indoor plumbing that is safe and works, as well as AC in the summer, and have fast enough internet to blog, I am more about growing and raising my own food, the way the Woods and hay smells on a hot summer day, or watching the snow fall on the fir trees in the winter. 

Homemaking, blogging, purposeful living, living on purpose, raising as much of my own food as possible and preserving it is my dream life. I am all about working with my hands and being self sufficient, and I am not a fan of having to be reliant on grocery stores to supply 98% of the food that I eat, that I don’t know where it comes from, or how it was raised. I know that in many ways I am spoiled by getting to live in the part of the country that I do, and I have so much in the way of diy, homesteading, and grow your own food resources at my fingertips, that I want to be able to avail myself of them, and live the life I have been dreaming of for years, and sharing it all with you.